I plan on feeling like this later on:

This is how I feel today:

This is what I want in my head before bed:

...don't judge me...

If it's alright I think I'll feel like this:

This is a good way to feel before bed:

The end result of very little sleep, 12 hours of torturous makeup appliance, (not to mention the many hours of prep in advance) and a vague, aimless but yearning-for-greatness talent. I was a Nosferatu. Of sorts.

I've already decided I'm gonna feel like this tomorrow: